“I want a moment like this.

It doesn’t even have to be a boyfriend/girlfriend type of relationship. It could simply just be two bestfriends hanging out and enjoy eachothers company. I want a moment like this. Just having good vibes and being able to enjoy by talking about random stuff. Being able to joke around and act silly, but as the conversation prolongs you both begin to become comfortable with eachother and open up. Thus being comfortable to tell eachother what’s on their mind. Where we don’t need to be under the influence of alcohol or drugs to have fun. It’s hard to get moments like these now a days. That’s why every chance I get, I cherish it.”

That is so fucking embarrassing, I can’t even. 

flynneffect:

As our generation begins to lament the decline of Facebook, several years before it actually happens, here is my take on it:

You have more than twice as many ‘friends’ on Facebook than friends/family in real life. In fact, the majority of people on Facebook live in different cities than you do. People you went to high school with, college if you’ve graduated. Most of these people you will never again interact with in person or online.

These people will have no effect on the rest of your life, and your only interaction with them is status updates that each of you may or may not read. In effect, these people are already dead to you, and might as well be voices from the afterlife.

If your connection to them is tenuous enough (few mutual friends), you might not even be aware if they did die. Maybe Facebook just filtered them out from your feed. You probably wouldn’t even notice.

Facebook is filled with the ghosts of people you used to know. If that seems morbid, remember how people react to loss. Personality lives on in the living, as they simulate interactions with the dead, unconsciously, before remembering the permanence of death. Facebook is like this, on a grand scale - short thoughts and interactions of ghosts, people who existed for you, once, but now have life only through words on a screen.

When you see these people in real life, of course, they are very much alive. But when you don’t see them, how do you know the difference? Google Plus may be deserted, but Facebook is haunted.

• Sometimes, I just burst into a wild rage of tears and I do not know why. 
• I mean, it is probably because I am mentally imbalanced. 
• I just called some girl in my comm class “queen of comm” … So I think that I am about to be served a restraining order soon. 
• There is an all-boys bible study group in the lounge right now discussing about homosexuality and I am just like…. 0_o
• Everyday I question being a communications major.
• Hey, all I want in life is everything Cartier. Is that too much to ask for?
• Oh thank god my chem midterm’s average was a 45% 
• I would hate to have me as a sister (sorry willy)
• When people post pictures of healthy food and claim that it tastes SO GOOD, I go out and get that food item…. and almost always it tastes like cardboard dipped in cat urine. 
• I wish I had the patience to keep a journal. (not diary, because…who do you think I am?)
• I think that I need to enroll in some kind of anger management classes, seriously, because wow, I am crazy. 
• I literally give the most painfully awkward hugs ever and they will leave you burning with embarrassment for me/us. 
• Why did I just use the word ‘literally’ like that? 

My life is so hard right now and no one understands. 

1. I hate when people tweet about working out because…what the fuck, you bastard I don’t care if you are getting more beautiful and toned while I am rotting away and basking in my own misery. 

2. I don’t know why I have to learn so much biochem considering I am a fucking Communications major…

3. I have been watching the whole Ugly Betty series on Netflix and I am going nuts. 

4. I am working really hard on my ‘I really care about what you are saying’ face. 

5. Why do I make such poor life decisions? 

6. Guy I knew in Sigma Chi is now the president of Sigma Chi. I am crying. 

7. I don’t know why asian girls do what they do. 

8. I cannot stop shaking and I do not know why. 

9. Growing increasingly worried that I will die of a heart attack

10. It is now the morning of 4/20 and I am sitting on my kitchen table still studying and my apartment mate is next to me rolling the fattest joints ever. I feel like one of us is making the better decision in life. (written on 4/20)

11. I love converse high tops but they make me look stubby. 

12. You can tell that I have been writing this post over the course midterms studying.

13. The Communications department at UCSD has changed the whole curriculum so now I have no idea what class I have taken or what classes I need to take so….. That is wonderful. 

14. The only class I am confident about, currently, is calculus….. 

15. Sometimes life sucks and all you can do about it is eat potato chips and cookies and hope that one day, you will have the strength to become anorexic. because really, skinny people are successful people. (Adele does not count as a person)

16. Today, I finally deleted my desktop folder titled “cute pictures of animals” 

17. Every morning when I have to go to chem, I think, “no, you dont HAVE to go, I mean, this class is PODCASTED, so you can just listen to it later :)” …And then I betray myself.

18. I always joke about eating disorders, but I need to take them more seriously…..like, how else would I lose weight? 

19. I like to write these text posts to myself so I can look back and think about how insane and embarrassing I was, but you guys keep on getting offended by everything I write…..thank god ya’ll don’t know about my other blog…………….

20. Ok I am going to memorize the glycolytic cycle now, brb. (and by brb I mean, come to my funeral)